Khalid Sabeel

It can happened in your life that you love someone you know that there is no chance to with him. However, some times you do what does your hart tell you even if it wrong in spite of your mind try to tell you that you are wrong also you just will hurt your self but you just can not stop love him. Anyway, that happened with me. Before five years ago I loved a football player whose name is Khalid Sabeel.  He play for Aljazera club which is my favorite team. Even though, I knew that I won't see him or talked to him I loved him so much, also in each match I sow him I became so excited. Additionally, if any player push him or hit him by the ball I felt sad for him. Furthermore, he got married before one month I was shocked and disappointed also broken feeling. I know all this love looks stupid, but I don't know why I'm doing it. Whereas my friends and my classmates said that I need to wake up and forget him, but I couldn't. As a result of all of thinking I satisfied that he won't know me also I will get nothing from this, so I talked to him once in some social connection program although it not allowed to us as a Muslims girls to do that, but I do it to end my story with him, so I just said to him that I was looking and watching for you for five years he was surprised and try to talk to me more but I rejected, because I can't do some thing wrong and I know it wrong. Furthermore, some times you need to leave some thing you love it so much because the life want. Also you have to live with what your mind say not your hart because your hurt some times lead you to the wrong way.